smilez

2010-03-03T01:06:00.002+08:00

wah lao eh...

jus now so happy pin all my tots for today.

who knows when i post i m at my last fyp blog!

wth!

so i tired to cut everything i paste it here! why cant i do it!

-.-

jus wanna to say i m happy the blogskin is back to normal.

so i can blog again soon!

n wanna to rmb i went out with jess,shuhui,lou,lianz at some restaurant at bugis.

reminder for myself to always stay humble!

2009-11-25T02:52:00.002+08:00

both my ah ma are in hospital.

pls let them get well soon!

and leave tts! i dun wan to go there!!!

i wan to visit them at their hse nt at hospital!!!

='(

you belong with me...

2009-11-17T00:18:00.002+08:00

today went to my dad's shop to help him.

but in the end i gave him more trouble than helping him. =(
wasted time and money.
lesson learnt but i felt is nt worth it.
haiz...

2009-11-15T01:11:00.003+08:00

a busy busy week!

mon: went out with lx to vivo to shop!

tue: work at cathouse.

wed: shopping again at vivo! =( hahaha

thur: met up with lianz at amk for dinner. a very last min plan.

fri: finally met up with lynn at cwp. watched 2012 (damn good!!!) then niting join us for dinner at Seoul Garden (food sux, not much variety!)

sat: help out at dad shop and korean class...

sun: slack at home!!! wahahahaha

shurin u are right!

i really like the korean drama You're Beautiful.
partly is because of the guys so shuai!!!

and the storyline is really nice!!! =D

장근석 좋아해요~~~

2009-11-02T02:12:00.001+08:00

Too bored at work results to stupid things done!!!

2009-10-14T14:08:00.002+08:00

feel so guilty and bad.

it all happen a few hrs ago,

during my theory exam.

i didnt have any tots of cheating.

but during the exam.

the person sitting beside suddenly put up his paper higher and i saw the word "SPREAD?"

i tot he wants to see my paper.

in the end after the whole paper.

i realize he was jus asking me the meaning of spread.

OMG! WTH!

my stupid big mouth!

i went to told my other classmates after the exam abt him seeing my paper.

i told them i was cheating!

why am i so stupid?

ok so now what am i going to do?

my classmates are all quite 38.

everyone will know soon.

is someone going to go complain again.

i hope not.

is left with a few more days only.

i dont wish to see this happening.

if that's the case.

i m nt going sch anymore.

and i really HATE them and tt the end of the story!

goodbye COP3!

(jassleen, vincent, cheryl, terrence, annie, murphy, marcus)

2009-09-22T18:26:00.002+08:00

bored at work.
so i finally decided to update abit of my life...
i am still studying at rp.
until this end of oct.
and i dont know where i am heading towards after that.
work or study first?

i am still working at cathouse.
but the working days are getting lesser... =(
and my spending is getting bigger!!!
omg... i shld start saving!!!

went out with karl, kaiming, julette and tingyin! off we go to marina barrage! =D

went out sing k and shop shop with shurin and amanda!

thanks for always acc me eat my fav mee suai... =)

my fav girl! yi en!

love taking lots of pictures with her!!!

2009-07-18T00:57:00.004+08:00

one year ago at prata hse...

a year ltr at mind cafe =)

we finally get to meet up after so long!
everyone seem so busy with their lifes now.
but i glad that we finally can make it a day to meet up!
although time is short,i enjoy every moment!
hope we will meet up again soon...

i m so sorry to make u walk so much!
from cityhall to ms then back to cityhall again.
forgot wat u told me! paiseh! =(

2009-07-07T20:23:00.025+08:00

pics that i wanted to upload long time ago.

but was too lazy to do so... hahaha

out shopping with amanda and shurin months ago!

they actually wore the same dresses!

"styling" shurin's hair =D

the four of us finally get the chance to meet up tgt! =)

all of us have changed!

the 3 who are so skinny now!!!

farewell for chanel n tingyun to aussie...

glad that all of us can make it and taking pics tgt again! =)

dinner at our usual place: Hong Kong Cafe

to obar again... hahaha

but i think we had fun rite?

took lots of pics tis time...

yvonne is still studying in RP now.

dunno if should further her studies?

but knows that she cant pon class anymore!

taking up korean class with kxt n kokok!

slowly learning how to do parking...

i want to meet up with shurin n amanda! let's go eat and shopping!

i also want to meet yuehui and tingyin! let's go eat and spin ard! hahaha

last but not least.

i hope can meet up with my primary sch friends...

2009-06-28T01:26:00.003+08:00

i have passed my tp! =D

ytd we(lynn, karl and i) went to send tingyun off,

thought that i wont cry.

but i still cant control my tears...

i am so lousy... hahaha

can the bu shuang feeling inside me jus go off?

i cant stand it when we dont really talk!

hope everything will be ok...

open the door n saw you crying.

i was stunned n didnt know what to do.

i closed back the door n went to my room.

pretend that i see nothing.

as i am not sure what i should do?

n i dont even know what happen.

so sorry m.

2009-06-14T21:40:00.005+08:00

my tp is on tue.
worried because i still think i cant drive well.
n i dun wish to fail!
because it will means wasting of money n time.
T.T

2009-05-26T00:26:00.002+08:00

have i made the wrong choice?

2009-01-30T00:14:00.006+08:00

is jus another normal day...

but i am treating it as it is like my big day...

if i haf nv see it so important,

all of these jus wont happen...

n i dun need to be lyk tis now ='(

i am really tired and sianz half...

sorry for causing so much troubles for u guys!!!

i seriously didnt mean it...

sorry.

2009-01-05T19:20:00.006+08:00

count down to new year 2009 @ st james powerhouse
cat.jessica.karl.kok.sokhong.me

ah ma's birthday celebration @ some resturant

2008-12-24T00:55:00.003+08:00

i am tired....

but i dunno why i am still working...

am i really in need of the money?

am i running away from things?

2008-12-22T00:53:00.003+08:00

i am so sorrie shurin...
i know no matter how many times i said sorry is still no cure!
cos i have ps u for dunno N number of times...
u mus be damn angry until dun reply and pick up my call...

i realli do not know if i shld work on eve anot...
at first i tot of i mus haf a break
cos i kept working...
but after some tots
tt lynn is working beside me and i get to earn...
why nt work?
cos if i go out i will spend $$$...
then wat if other friends ask me out oso...

IDK!
i am selfish!
i only think of myself.
nv think of the promise i always make,
and i always broke!

2008-12-16T23:03:00.004+08:00

Pics taken some time ago :)

AMANDA's Birthday Celebration

2008-11-17T00:26:00.002+08:00

no use crying

no use saying sorry

i shld jus learn from my mistakes

and think abt how can i do it better

i am realli lyk a pampered child

leaning on to my parents for too long

is time to grow

get mature

be brave

加油你可以做到的！！！

笑一笑没什么事情是过不了！ =)

2008-11-07T00:33:00.005+08:00

I MISS THOSE DAYS!!!! hahaha...

after watching RPSE perform.

u guys really did a great job! well done!!!

at least better than me who decided to give up half way...

i kept thinking if i nv quit,

i will be able to be play wif u guys today.

and getting ppl to come watch me perform.

doing myself proud! hahaha

why did i gave up on cello then? cos:

1. lack of the passion (jus an excuse)

2. shirley is nt playing. got her then got cello! hahaha

3. no time (another excuse)

4. scare of ms lam, my instructor. (jus kidding)

5. stress?

6. hate to see someone?

everything is jus too late to regret YVONNE!!!

wake up and look into future ba... =)

tml will be a better day! hahaha

Republic Polytechnic String Ensemble Rocks~~~

2008-11-04T02:52:00.000+08:00

offically declare 3rd nov 2008 is not my day.
no internet connection.
no takashimaya cash.
no chair drop.
no laughter.
no mood.

no tears.
no von.

i am tired!

2008-10-30T00:01:00.007+08:00

TODAY

I PASSED FTT!!!!

YES!

YESTERDAY

went out wif shurin...

trim eyebrown. omg is realli damn pain!!!

acc her cut hair! we spend lyk 2 hrs at the place -.-

the hairdresser ask shurin if i am her sis!

do i realli look so old? =(

after tt we went to watch HSM3!

met "sister" on the way to mrt station...

Last Fri.

arts management we did some drawing and colouring...

the results of 3 of us!

maggie. lynn. yvonne

pics of my adorable ah pui! hahahaa =)

dun ever sae i nv go out wif u guys,
cos u guys nv ask! =(

2008-10-14T23:15:00.008+08:00

went out with amanda and shurin last fri!

ate swensens.

watched house bunny, nt bad ar...

all the girls are very pretty! haiz...

i wish i was half of them... hahahaha

multiple 10 shots...

amanda trying to touch my breast as usual and i got my back! hahaha...

=) 3 of us!!!

them trying to act drunk but didnt get to do it successfully... LOL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOE SHURIN! =)

2008-10-08T23:25:00.006+08:00

WORKING!

since sun till now...

tml will be the last day of my work...

cos is the end of the event!!!

i am use to the routine!

start work from early morning lyk 7am,

then work till ard 7pm?

tired but $$$ shiok ar... hahaha

but i feel totally useless today...

i wish i can help...

they realli haf nth much for me to do. =(

i feel bad abt doing nth...

haiz...

tml last day le!!!

YVONNE! wake up!

be more intiative...

be more open...

be more cheerful...

be more everything...

be less of urself...

hahahahaha =)

2008-10-01T04:15:00.009+08:00

went out wif addison, ah ban, christine, choon hua, kelvin, kenneth, maode

to watch "my best friend's girl"

i feel tt the movie is worth watching! :)

after tt ah long and june join us for dinner...

then dennis join for the drinking...

yeah...

i know i had nt been going out wif u guys for quite sometimes...

i am lyk a stranger in tt grp...

i miss the days when i am still quite close wif u guys!

so... i shld go out wif u guys more often!

if u guys got call me and oso i am free ar... hahahaha....

tis last row of pics is actually kelvin stealing addison drink. addison didnt know and was still trying to put the rabbit ears on top of kelvin cos we are taking pictures of the drink. after tt when he knew... they start their fight!!! lolx...

i wish i was drunk. at least i will stop thinking...

2008-09-25T21:06:00.005+08:00

心情真的很低落。

知道自己很没用。

可是每次都这样。

动不动就哭了！

———

开心与笑容以远离我，

难受及泪水也已开始。

我不知道该如何停止。

你能来告诉我吗？=(

2008-09-20T03:45:00.010+08:00

Chongfu Primary School 5E/6E

those were the days where we were young and innocent =)

AQX.
glad to go out wif u jus now...
(going for a spin, eating at holland v)
but i am sorrie if i bored u to death.
jus the 2 of us and i am nt use to it?
anyway, it hurts when u sae
tt i dunno abt u.
since we have nt been keeping contact.
n i am nt well-update abt ur life.
maybe is the little changes in u
which i am still nt use to it.
shock when u ask me the question,
seeing u lyk tt.
frankly i am nt use to it. i dunno why...
but give me time! i will get use to it...
hahaha...
we haf been friends for so long le!
but we are lyk drifting apart...
i dun wan tt to happen!
can we be lyk the past?
haiz i hate tis kind of feeling...
i am lousy friend...

2008-09-17T02:27:00.002+08:00

3 words.
8 letters.
i say it,
i hate you.

2008-09-14T01:39:00.004+08:00

i suddenly miss alot alot about my china days... =(
the way they talk (niu bi & shao zhi), those familar phrases tt were so long nt heard...
张君.李亚琼.娄晓辰.李静.陈华.小马 and alot more of u guys!!!
how are u guys? can u all still rmb me? i wonder...
haiz~

after today's work i learnt:
1. i shld work faster (but i can nv do tt :x)
2. nv try to act smart! think before i say anything.
although i use to work in carlton before (is onli 3 days), the overseas attachment was nth much compare to here. face the FACT!!!
3. i am weak T.T my hands still cant carried alot of plates... they will shake until damn jialat...
haiz...

overall today working was ok la... i am lucky to get help from my partner. we got 3 tables to look after... she really help me alot but i was realli damn scared of her. becos i was too useless and she keep saying i was veri slow... i wonder how am i going to survive through the actual work... heng today was jus a 1 day on-site training! if nt next day i dont think i can take it and nobody will wan to partner with me. hahaha...

i met AMANDA SOH at outram today while i was on my way to training! so qiao!!! we are actually wearing same colour combi tee and jeans AGAIN! hahaha...

2008-09-01T01:30:00.003+08:00

haiz... i was realli damn lazy today!!! stay at home n watch my drama the whole day. i dun lyk to be disturbed for the day so i left my hp inside my cupboard and didnt even go on msn. i jus realize that i got 6 sms, i shld nt haf realli left my hp there. causes some of my friends to worry. i was too malu to sae tt i purposely left it there so i told jul tt i off my phone the whole day but i didnt realize they actually called me and they sure know tt i nv off my hp!!! omg... shld nt haf lie and actually put my hp away from me =(

2008-08-25T15:16:00.004+08:00

BANGKOK trip wif shirley and julette!!! :)
from 16 aug - 20 aug 08. 4 day 4 nitex...
we eat, slp, play and SHOP the most!

these are all the thing we bought!!! total up is 2 queen size bed!!!

i am going off to class chalet le! will update more pics soon! hahaha

2008-07-26T00:07:00.004+08:00

OMG!!! seriously i love the drama series PERFECT CUT!!!
is not a perfect show... cos the story line is too short!!!
i wan to see more of thomas ong!!! he is so so so SHUAI!!!
hahaha... even the lines i meaningful ok!!!
for example tis one:

遇见一个人需要一秒，
认识一个人需要一分钟，
喜欢一个人需要一个小时，
爱上一个人需要一天，
可是如果没有缘分，却需要用一辈子去忘记这个人.

i miss the first part of it today... =(
stupid event...
waste time and cause me to miss my drama oso!!!
hahaha but is oso i stupid go agree to it...
and still drag 2 of other friends down...
realli sorrie!!!
but tml will be over... =)
jiayou!!!

iamnthappyatall.

2008-07-04T15:14:00.002+08:00

Shuhui's pre bdae!!! =)

Cousins' Outing at minds cafe~

Went out wif xuan...

AH PUI~~~

2008-06-27T00:44:00.002+08:00

all 6 of us manage tgt =D

all thx to tekka who ask all of us

and we manage to celebrate shuihui's advance bdae at fish & co.

i think it should be quite and memorable one for her... hahahaha

Feeling moody...
I am not lyk myself today...

I speak using my brain...
So sorry if i hurt of u guys today...
I seriously dun mean it!!!!

2008-06-06T00:11:00.003+08:00

ytd confirm going to bangkok
today went to get air tickets
tml i am flying to bangkok!!!

OMG!!!
i cannot believe it myself.
i feel lyk i am still dreaming hahaha
i think i am crazy...
but i going to shop till crazy over there!!!
wahahaha =D =D =D

cant wait for tml man...
CHATUCHAK market here i come!!!

will update more photos when i am back... =)

2008-05-30T23:23:00.003+08:00

OMG!!! i dunno what's happening to me man...

all my test grades really sux to the max!!!

i thought i was doing fine...

i was able to ans most of the questions...

in the end i still fail!!!

HAIZ~~~

All this pics were taken during my photography lesson =)

love the girls and my team mates!!!

enjoy taking pictures but why my ut grades are lyk tt?

2008-05-24T01:18:00.006+08:00

-Alvin.Daphne.Edward.Qixiang.Yvonne-

met up on 12am-3am, fri monring, 23/05

went prata house to have supper

last met up was so long ago until we forgotten when was it

rare chance for the 5 of us to get tgt man...

since all of us haf different kind of life now =(

but i am really HAPPY to see u guys!!!☺

2008-05-22T23:54:00.005+08:00

Super Duper Unlucky today man!!!

1. at the sch escalator, stop at the moment when i was going on for the first step.

make me climb the stairs... haiz... (this one still quite normal)

2. we are doing on advertisement today so my team use my camera to take the pictures.

in the end the SD card cannot be read in any of our lappy...

got to retake all the pictures and waste time...

i realli feel guilty... (i dunno wat's wrong wif the card...)

3. while walking to mrt station my sandals SPOIL!!! totoally cannot walk at all...

cos the whole thing will flip here and there...

got to use rubber band to tie the sandal to my foot -.- (realli suai to max!!!)

hope tml be a better day!!!

2008-05-02T00:27:00.002+08:00

work for tis 3 days from 7 to 9 everyday

TIRED SIA!!!

but the pay was not bad =D

120 for 1 day

360 for 3 days!

plus bonus 40 wahahaha...

BUT i drop 40 on the first day...

so is lyk getting no bonus for me ='(

HAIZ~~~

FUN!!! get to know more ppl =)

i am nv ever going to work tt...

the company sux~ hahaha

i think they oso wont wan me.

cos my attitude was bad ba...

2008-04-18T01:22:00.005+08:00

like finally i am touching my blog!!! =))

BUT!!! i wanna to change my blog skin first.
so wait till i am done and then there will be updates!

i guess so... i hope so... hehehe

UNDER CONSTRUCTION
STAY TUNE FOR MORE UPDATES...

2007-11-05T21:24:00.000+08:00

i need a HAPPY pill now!!!
give me lollipop, ice cream, rice balls!!!!
i dun care if i will get fat anot, i jus wanna to be HAPPY~

=( )= =( )= =( )=
feeling down again...
haiz...
i am despo for a listening ear and big shoulder...

i hate my size!!!
i am nt lyk wat i seem lyk at all...
i rather haf someone to lean on to...
sorrie, i am selfish... =(

2007-11-01T01:26:00.000+08:00

Attended a wedding dinner last sat... which i dun even realli know the bridegroom and bride!!! hahaa. jus went there to eat and have fun wif my cousins... =D they realli rox~
.

Doesnt this plate of jap rice balls look tasty and appealing!?!!! they are realli yummy yummy because is lyk the tang yuan which i like to eat alot oso... hehehe...

look at the time now!!! and i still haven do finish my pp... i must realli chiong finish by tonight so that i can submit it on time tml... jiayou ba yvonne! you can do it!!!

2007-10-23T15:20:00.000+08:00

SIANZ!!!
still got ut ltr and i haven study finish yet... =(
n i am feeling hungry now! haiz~

hope my ah ma will get well soon...
things will be peaceful in my hse... =)

ltr got cello ar!!!
sian sian sian~~~

2007-10-16T09:01:00.000+08:00

ytd went to celebate our dear shurin's birthday....
she is so fortunate to haf us!!! hahaha
cos we treat her dinner at sakae and gave her a jacket and a cupcake and a cheque...
i oso want tt for my next birthday hor~ ^-^

this are some of the photos we took ytd =)
slowly scroll down ba... wahahaha

i wont lock my blog anymore le la!!!

will try to update more often... hahaha

yh, i realli nv write anything bad abt u!!! >.<

2007-09-22T00:18:00.000+08:00

I HATE MYSELF

i dun lyk the way i am today.
each and every behavior.
dunno why i acted lyk tt.
u dun need to dislike me.
cos i oso dislike the way i am behaving.
REALLY HATE IT!!!

3rd meeting
dunno why i...
- ask quite a no. of questions (when normally i jus dun ask a single)
- laughing lyk a hyhena during the role play (sickening laugher)
- laughing suddenly during presentation (haiz)

cello lesson
i totally got no mood to play cello today...
can see by the way i play lyk no strength,
see notes can oso see wrongly... ( C note can become F note)
until ms lam (instructor) wanna to give up teaching on us today...
n oso i didnt go siao wif shirley as much as i used to be...
ke lian my partner got to go siao alone today... hahaha

at home
i slept lyk a pig at sofa (during the 9pm show!!!)
getting angry wif my family members. (sianz) -.--.--.-

overall performance = WORST for the whole day... T.T

2007-09-07T02:56:00.000+08:00

sorry guys!

i know my blog is growing spiderweb le...

still come back n view when u can ok?

i will try to update whenever my life is up and nt down ^-^

ok... start off wif outing wif tekka today!

my sec 1-4 frenx...

i think we had nt meet up for almost 1 sem =(

but nvm... today we manage to catch up wif all our life stories... LOL

then went to watch movie! "I know who killed me"

is a damn disgusting one la...

n i was quite confused through out the movie... so quite bad la...

after walking around to clear our full stomach...

then we went to eat Anderson ice cream! =)

Anderson's sundae?

i see tekka n me!

BYE BYE! TAKE CARE EVERYONE~ i will be back soon....

2007-08-25T00:27:00.000+08:00

hahaha... random pic... taken wif amanda at one of shops while we are walking around... time past so fast that we had known one another for 1 year already!
taken on chingfang's 21st birthday party... meikay me shruin ^-^
it had been quite some time since i last took a photo wif her le... she is still the same! so chio... hahaha....

went out wif yh n shirley last wed if i nv rmb wrongly... hahaha... at first we wanna to watch alone one... but in the end haiz... full hse... so we went to clarke quay to EAT! =D

both of us love the lamp alot... LOL
Last but not least we had my favourite ice cream =)

good nite everyone! sweet dreams... *.*

2007-08-14T01:01:00.000+08:00

T.T i wan to cry!!!
cos is damn unlucky today after i went home...
my mum told me to open up a letter...
then wat i saw in the heading,
ILLEGAL ONLINE DOWNLOADING
i see already of course sian...
wah lao...
of so many ppl why our family kana?!?

so my friends...
if u r still doing dl at bittorrent or anywhere else...
pls stop doing le k?
if u dun wan to get fine or jail?
especially for those who dl anime...
stop doing tt for awhile ar...
cos realli wont know when will kana tt letter! =.=

then after tt my dad came home...
he said his shop rental is going to increase...
sian more la...
the letter came already cause our mood to go down already...
now another one... TT.TT
why things mus happen so fast and is twice in jus a day?

and my rabbit BITE me when i was clearing his shit la!
wat a day~

2007-08-12T22:40:00.000+08:00

ytd went out wif ah hua, addison, kok, chris, dennis, jessica, ah long...
till veri late....
until i feel guilty...
cos my parents waited up for me to come back.
i know they will wait but i choose nt to think abt them...
and they waited for me till going 3 am...
n i reached home at around 3.30 am...
tis is my first time coming home so late,
n shld be last le ba... =)

however, i realli did enjoy the time with them!
the time chatting and drinking out late at night.
walking on the streets where there isnt a single soul,
is jus the bunch of us...
the wind keep blowing at us...
the feeling is so shiok ar!!! hahaha
n i lyk the view of esplanade at nite!
cos is so pretty... clark quay oso nt bad... ^0^

then today went out wif my family to ikea at tampines...
n oso bedok blk 85 to eat my favourite and fattening foods! haha
but my parents does nt seem to enjoy the food...
onli me and my bro eating lyk pigs... >.<
the stingray and fry oysters were realli yummy~
i lyk it! i lyk it!
i wan to go there and eat again.... wahahaha...

2007-08-10T01:03:00.000+08:00

FINALLY i am here to update again... hahaha
lots of things happen since my last post?
like JIVE FIESTA, my first performance, class/family/friends stories, dinner with florence, NDP...

jive fiesta is over... i still like my class idea of selling candies =D cos who does not like eating sweets? tt day dunno why me and ting yin will go n join the eating competition... i eat until damn ugly on tt day cos got to be fast and eat everything up wat... so i didnt care much abt me going to be ugly... but some of the foto shots of me was realli OMG ar... sad to sae, we didnt manage to get FIRST! at least we got SECOND ok! hahaha... with onli 3 couples competing... LOL

performance with yuehui, michelle, sri, huishan, shirley was FUN! although practice was tough n outcome was nt wat we expected. NVM cos is a learning lesson for all of us... is to adjust the mike first before performing... hahaha... ^-^

08/08/07 was florence last day as faci in RP =( quite sad cos she haven even got to teach us and she went off to work at another place le... but tt place was much more better than RP ba... kelvin, huisi, kok, addison and i manage to treat her at some place similar to Fish & Co but the taste is much more better than Fish & Co la... next time shld go there eat and is much more cheaper ok!

haiz... at first can go NDP wif daphne but cos of some problem i went wif my small aunt. i will tend to be more "guai" in front of her... so wont scream and too much of silly things around her... hahaha... i manage to maintain a good yvonne image of her =X but is nt fun le... n we went late... so sitted at the veri front... the view of the stage was sux! however the fireworks are still the best =D luv it... hehehe

photos will be updated on another day ba... ^-^
tml is LAW UT!!! sian... i still haven study...

2007-07-29T22:44:00.000+08:00

hmmm...
tis week is another fast week gone by... phew~
if nt i realli can die in sch already...
i wanna to PON class le la...
so tired of going to sch....
dunno how many times i had been saying abt that...
haiz...

i think everyone should haf known the theory of using the brain first before talking rite?
even how straight forward u can be,
u will still think of the consequences when u talked rite?
n maybe apologise for the words said out.
but i dun understand why humans cannot do that??

if i nv give out the biscuits in the first place...
things will nv happen...
regret doing that but i cannot turn back the time.
time will onli keep on going...

lucky to haf some of u guys around in class!!!
thx lots... =D
I WANT TO SMILE!!! N I WILL ONE OK! ^-^

replies to tagboard... hehehe cos too long nv reply le... paiseh!

tingyun - yup! wont care much abt them... cos still got u all around wat... hahaha
shiye - i oso hope to be in the same class wif u! hahaha... then we can disturb tingyin tgt again... wahaha =X
yuehui- dun worry... wif limited songs shirley n i still can dance out alot of different patteren... LOL
shirley - yes! let's dance more... ^0^
julette - no la... i am onli tired of going to sch... so hope holidays will faster come... hahaha

2007-07-24T00:01:00.000+08:00

i got a question now...
can u answer me?

are u my friend/acquaintance/stranger/enemy?

friend = somebody emotionally close to another
acquaintance = somebody who has a casual relationship with another
stranger = a person whom somebody does not know
enemy = somebody who hates and seeks to harm or cause trouble for somebody else

*all definition got from encarta dictionary...

jus suddenly thought of tt question... dun need to care ar... cos my mood abit unstable now... haiz~

i wanna to sae to my hao jie mei for 8-9 yrs - ang qi xiang HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! =)

2007-07-22T22:40:00.000+08:00

yvonne is getting more n more lyk a pig!!!
i cant stand myself already...
cos i am getting lazier to blog...
ytd i slept for 11 hrs!!! is realli an OMG!?!
hahaha... cos first time for so many weeks i have slept for so long... =D

tis whole week i oso dunno wan i haf been doing...
except going out wif yuehui and shirely on wed...
then thur went out wif my bro n his friend to amk hub,
to watch Harry Potter! (i still think is nt bad!)
sat go to dad shop n help but actually...
i went dere to slp... =X

haiz~ this whole week seem so past so fast...
but nvm... i hope it can be even more faster!!!
wahahaha... 4 more weeks n 2 days before tis semester end...
looking forward to it... lalalala~~~

lately i have been hearing the same pharse from different friends.
wonder if i realli did the wrong things to them to led them saying that...
hurts abit...
trying nt to think abt it...
but i cant help it to be sensitive... -0-

2007-07-12T00:49:00.000+08:00

YEAH! is huishan's birthady last sat... but we onli celebrate with her on today at marina south! Chong Pang steamboat, the aunties there still not bad =) cos they played happy birthady song when we are abt to sing her one... LOL

Not only the cake look nice! it oso taste not bad! i lyk it ;p

Birthday girl! Happy belated birthday~

yuehui, shirley, me and michelle taking pic wif huishan over there =D

is a all black day! realli paiseh ar... cos we did quite a number of stupid poses in the mrt station... lucky there is not much or totally no people walking around... hahaha.

me and shirley again.. doing all sorts of funny n idiotic poses... LOL

EMO or...

Another side of us? hahaha...

Our stupid faces and pose!!!

Doesnt the guy look lyk Thane? hahaha... both of them are so cute~ =x

my wound left by all of them when playing with them at DR RISE... hahaha... realli damn pain at first but now is getting better le... *prays for no scar*

is 2:30 am le! finally finish. but haiz~ tml is another sch day... i DUN wish to go to sch... can i stay at home? hahaha...

2007-07-05T22:31:00.000+08:00

this few days realli emo ar~
no mood to do things...
keep feeling tt things are all going against me...
i realli cannot take it le!!! *scream*

2007-06-24T00:20:00.000+08:00

YES!!! i haf cut a new hair style~ after the cut, i felt it was realli alright ar... but got quite a no. of ppl tell me is nt nice or weird... N best was kok telling me straight in my face tt my hair SUX! i was realli hurt la... jus cut finish my hair onli and he lyk tt said le... =(

i know the curve up part is weird la... but if dun haf it, wat for i CUT!!! mus be abit different ma... HAHAHA. then my so call "lao pa" was telling me tt he can cut better than kimage la... -.- realli cannot tahan all the ppl who keep laughing at my hair... but nvm OK! cos I LIKE MY HAIR! hmph... haha...

shirley ar... tis is ur long lost "ex bf"!!! not mine k? LOL faster go claim him back from all the mrts la...
GIRL! here's ur dumb dumb picture... =Dfinally a proper pic... but shld haf took wat she was holding ar... so malu all the way home ar... haiz...

xuan dun sian abt ur hair la!!! cheerup =) our hair will grow long ma... so no worry... after a few weeks our hair will be back to the same. now try to get use of it la! ^-^

2007-06-19T00:05:00.000+08:00

the 10000 father reading event... chris n i were asked to give out all the new water... but u guys can see how much new water was behind chris... so did we give out all? of course NOT!!! hahaha...

amanda jessica me chris at east coast cark park E...

both of us nt being well prepare at all for the pic... LOL

What Ever Loser

ORH>>> VVVV>>>BLEH

SEE nth~ HEAR nth~ SPEAK nth~

we are event crew!!! hahaha...

lucky i got them around me n also Lynn n her friend... if nt i will be bored to death at there... >.<

YEAH!!! tis is the ring KXT bought from bangkok... thx lots! muacks... hahaha...

picture nt clear la... cos my hp lousy... hahaha... but is a butterfly ring! loves it... =)

today went to eat wif wda ppl:catherine, regina, shupei aAdvantage:serene, huimin n kok, kelvin, addison at NYDC!!! the food there is realli nice ar! loves it... if next time got chance i bring my family n friends to eat there... hahaha...

heard from kelvin, one of the yr 1 girl dun lyk me during the singapore art festival... quite shock to heard tt... cos nv expect tt will happen... but nvm la... i oso know tt day i abit no mood lyk tt... so lyk tt lor... ^-^

i still haven do my RJ!!! sianz...

2007-06-14T00:49:00.001+08:00

went back to sch for cello lesson on tuesday...
sianz la! got to go back so early n the 2 hrs is a torture!!!
dun mention abt wat a stupid thing i did at IT helpdesk...
realli can die of embarassment ar!!! *.*

met up wif meijun!!!
we went to amk kbox to sing~
but i was off form ar... n abit tired...
hehehe....
glad to meet up wif her FINALLY!
update each other alot abt our lifes? hahaa

wed: go gai gai wif my lianz...
the main purpose is to buy a dress for her...
in the end, i bought quite a number of items.
she didnt buy a single thing! nt even her dress la...
but overall i still enjoy going out wif her n chit chating!!!
cos she is another one tt i dun meet often... =(
realli misss my sec sch days alot la...

i wanna to go back to those days la!
where everything is so simple...
haiz...
life had nt been good for me...
everyday hearing dad n mum fan abt ah gong matter...
realli can make me sad and worry...
wat's happening to my happy family?
i dun wan my ah gong to be in IMH or old folk home...
i wan him to be peacefully staying with my ah ma n cousin's family...
is tt realli veri difficult?
all cos of "vitamin M"!!!
i hate MONEY!!!
root of all problems...

i miss u ah gong...
i realli wanna to go visit u one...
but so sorry... T.T

2007-06-05T16:07:00.001+08:00

let me grumble!!!
i got alot of things i wanna to complain abt!

why guys cannot be more attentive??
when they know tt they will be late,
but they didnt even inform u tt they will be late!
is sending an sms so difficult?
at least when u let me know i wont be so angry.

are guys realli different from girls so much?
why mus a girl always consider as doing the simpler job,
then guys can do the more important task!
if u nv give girls a chance,
how u know they cannot do it!
sometimes is realli veri tiring to keep asking for wat to do~
realli TIRING!!!

when a person is gone for a long time,
why cant u guys be kpo abit and go ask?
like where is the person?
go care abt the person more ar!
maybe the person is being left alone too long at some place...
N NO ONE DIDNT EVEN TAKE NOTICE!!!

i realli cannot stand loneliness...
i know somethings i cannot always expect a person to accompany me...
but at least we are working as a team!
so HELLO!
does my exist realli nt tt important?
give me more care n concern sometimes can?
maybe jus even once?
let me feel tt i am part of the team... *.*

2007-06-04T01:27:00.000+08:00

tml or can consider as now is going to be the start of Young GEMS camp!
dunno how the turn out will be...
i still got bad feelings tt the turn out wont be good =X
hahaha... thinking too much again.

went out wif kok, addison and ah hua...
bought a black jeans from top shop!!! wahahaha.
after trying so many times,
and oso seaching for the right size...
i got wat i wanted ar... so HAPPY! =D

bought a brown formal top at G2000.
still think the top makes me look old...
but haiz~~~
wat can i do?
buy already oso cannot exchange...
hope i realli wear it ar...
if not, i spend my money for nth...

$$$ gone... *heart pain oso*
cos spend quite alot today...
next few months i mus be thrify le la!
hahaha...
nitex... ^-^

2007-05-31T01:08:00.000+08:00

saw u.
at the place where i nv thought of seeing u...
my first reaction was
HIDE.
cos i realli dunno wat to do...

luckily u nv see me...

2007-05-29T23:25:00.000+08:00

吃饭吃到睡了
我开车开到傻了
我看书看到你了
开始怀疑我怎么了
说话说到吐了
我写歌写到疯了
我爱你爱到盲了
天知道我又怎么了
不舍得舍不得都分手了
舍不得不舍得散了
爱是你的我是我的完了
原来我只是突然累了
原来我不说了
原来我撑着撑到麻了
原来我不爱了

歌名：突然累了歌手：林俊杰

one of JJ's old song...
i realli suddenly feel veri tired...
so felt lyk listening to tis song...

so many things happen tis few weeks!
i dunno how to manage everything?!?
*confused, angry, upset*
having PMS oso...
sian sian sian~

it nv started,
so dere isnt a end.
no more uncertainty for me...
no more pressure for u...
u r u,
i m i.

2007-05-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

went back to sch today for the Go Global thingy again...
was nt tired at all at first...
is until around noon times where i got nth to do much...
then also after so much of FOOD! hahaha
chatting and watching my dramas until veri tired then i fall asleep...
went for tis event to get the CE pts,
dun wanna to miss one day then take aways one of my CE pts again...
then oso wanna to spend more time wif G cube! =)

tml got UT, sian...
still haven study...
can die le la...

still nt sure tml going to WDA office...
hope can dun go?
then i can go SE? wahahaha...

2007-05-19T23:08:00.001+08:00

yeah...
i am tired lyk hell...
but nt cos of today...

today the Go Global thingy is boring!!!
cos is on PBL n is going through the problems we had done...
me and amanda were in charge of the same team,
tt team abit treated us lyk transparent...
cos at first when they start introduction...
they NEVER ask for our names at all!!! AGRH...
hahaha... they jus ask around their team one...
i feel tt,
because most of them are from those gd jc...
all veri clever one...
dun need help from amanda and i...
can do everything by themselves...
haiz...
we will still being seeing each other alot of days...
hope will get along better wif them! *prays*
hahaha...

some pics we took last week... today didnt manage to take any pics... =(

starting from me going to right is shu feng.jessica.chris.sok hong.amanda.

is us again! LOL

amanda is the slping queen! hahaha~
2.4.6.8.10.12 hands...

GGG (G cube) ROX!!!

i know tt tis week i am busy wif the GEMS camp thingy... nv go for cello lesson. cannot go out n shop! want to slack at home oso got no time... nt enough slp every night. onli slept for 5 hrs a day? can really be a panda soon... LOL then mood swings veri jialat... i wan to apologize to those whom i had irritated or make u all angry or wat ever case ar... cos realli didnt mean it at all... when i dun haf enough slp i will be siao or easily scolding others or moody de! paiseh! hope all these things will be fine after this event... and i can slp for 8 hrs ar~ ^-^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDWARD!!!

2007-05-18T07:48:00.000+08:00

SORRY...
i know tt tis few days i am getting moody..
n will be always complaning to some of u guys alot,
tis n tt...
sorry and thx for listening to me!!!

oh yar...
i am still veri angry wif tt faci who give me a D! =(
when i attend the lesson and do my RJ Quiz Evaluation!!!
how can she do that ar...
can already see that i am not really happy inside the team...
i feel that no one in the team wan to work tgt
or help one another.
everyone onli care about their own stuff!!!
tt's what i feel,
maybe is realli i ownself anti-social wif them ba...
but the faci comment was realli sacastic...
"I am giving you a D for your effort today."
KNS tt means my effort is onli worth a D?
*haiz* realli sian when i saw tt D...

i wan to play my cello...

i wan to haf 8 hrs of slp!

i wan to haf dinner at home...

i wan to talk to u more...

i wan to be pamper...

2007-05-10T23:57:00.000+08:00

i did a few so stupid and embarrassing things today!!!

starting of the day,
i went to the bus stop to take bus as usual...
then the bus came,
stop right in front of me,
i saw still got one more step can go up...
so i went up,
but in the end the woman in front of me was dunno got stuck at the door...
so she shouted!
then the bus uncle closed the door!!!
n i was at the last step of the door which was so sudden...
of course my first reaction was to get down of the bus ma...
then one of my slipper got stuck in between the bus door!!!
i thought the bus was going to go off wif my slipper ar...
luckily it didnt n i still manage to got on the bus again...
but realli malu ar...

after lesson,
got JIVE meeting...
went wif sok hong n xiang ting and xiang ting's friend...
i did stupid things again la...
when one of the guy i know was going to present...
i went to clap and shout abit,
nobody did tt n i was damn embarrassed ar...
the people mus be thinking i am mad one to clap
then still laugh at myself...
after the whole meeting end...
was addison's birthday...
sang happy birthday so loud lyk nobody's business...
then sae bye bye so loudly lyk a mad woman to my cousin n friends ar...

in conclusion...
yvonne is going mad realli soon...
hahaha...
cos sometimes so happy and crazy to the extreme end,
the other times is emo or sad to the other far far end...
am i going to haf split personality?? =D

2007-05-08T01:21:00.000+08:00

i am better in my class today! YEAH!
but i am sorry to my team mates...
i left them to do the ppt then i went to eat during second break...
sorry... i deserved tt C... T.T

*shake my head* haiz...
everyone around me dun be sad k?
try to be happy and stay as cheerful as possible!
i wan everyone to SMIEZ... =D

everyone!
nitex nitex...
sleep tight!
mosquito dun bite! ^-^

2007-05-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

went out wif xiang ting and kok wei today...
to play pool... ^-^
realli wanna to improve my pool skills la...
i am so lousy at it...

during the pool game...
got to talk to them alot...
xt got one pt of time,
she asked me why am i acting blur sometimes...
i am nt lyk tt when i was in thailand...
then i started thinking...
why did i act blur nowadays?
why am i so unhappy?
why did i make myself so stress?
why i always keep things to myself and nt share wif anyone?
lead to me reflecting abt my life for tis few weeks...

hmm...
acting blur maybe cos i wanna to let other ppl to notice me?
so stress is cos of cello again... -.-

shld be oso cos of my class i am in now...
i keep getting an C for daily grade...
i cannot blame it on my classmate...
is due to my unwillingness to speak up...
i am not as active as i am in the past...
if i try to be abit siao in the class,
put in effort when doing research,
nt to watch so much movie or drama...
interact wif anyone/everyone!
be optimistic and use my brain... hahaha...

then can be oso...
i always come home so late...
cannot even grumble to my mum how my life was lyk...
in the past she will listen abit to my nonsense!
now rarely i will talk to her abit my life...
i had nt been going out wif my family for a long long time...
after going out wif them to IKEA!
i feel better... hahaha...
cos they are spending the money to let me eat and buy some stuff i wan! =D
get to talk and spend time wif them... hehehe...

ytd got to chat on the phone wif qixiang...
i shld be the one consoling him,
but it turned out to be the other way round? lol
cos he told me tt,
some things cannot be rush...
shld be taken step by step...
i thought abt wat he said...
i shld let time show me more things...
n nt jumping into conclusion n any how think abt the stuff... =)

and i oso shld nt close myself up too much ar...
sometimes i shld open up n tell u guys wat happen...
but most of the time i will scare tt,
i am disturbing or irritating or keep repeating the same stuff...
can u all try to help me? hehehe...
make me spill out anything i am nt happy abt?
then if i am making the same stupid mistake or thinking abt the same stupid stuff...
make sense out for me?
cos my brain sometimes cannot think another way...
thank you all first for reading all my thoughts... xie xie! +.+

going to slp le...
if nt enough slp = bad mood for me... hehehe...

2007-05-01T01:31:00.000+08:00

lucky today ensemble practice is nt tt stress...
although dr yeo will choose ppl to play,
he still ok la...
not so fierce n serious.
can joke abit or maybe alot! hahaha...
had fun laughing =D

i realli HATE the journey from school to mrt station!!!
it sux BIG time!!!
i hope i can get over the thing soon...
n dun be so paranoid ar!!!
but i am glad tt i gt my ensemble family to pei wo through the walking journey ^-^
my tang mei, maid, maid de maid, maid de maid de maid! hahaha thx...

n oso something...
i still cannot get use to the class environment!
i cant stand being so quiet in class...
watching drama all day...
nt talking to anyone!
even in msn...
i am realli getting anti-social ar...
then i will go singing tt song again...
"nobody likes me, everyday hates me..."
haiz...

2007-04-29T23:36:00.000+08:00

argh....

i am doing stupid things again...
how...
haiz...

*prays*
as usual, tml will be a better day...
i will feel better...
ensemble practice will not be so stressful...
i can relax and enjoy! =)

nitex everyone! hahaha

2007-04-25T23:37:00.000+08:00

hehehe...
too bored so went to did lots of quiz...
then feel that tis quiz is quite true so yar... =D

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.
Your flirting style: Coy
Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park
Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant
What you bring to relationships: Romance

href=" href=">http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolorheartdoyouhavequiz/">What Color Heart Do You Have?

2007-04-25T21:27:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO BE HAPPY

N

SMILE EVERYDAY!!!!

go away those angry, irritating, arrogant n all other stupid faces la~
i realli hate seeing those faces and make my day worst!

hope tml will be a better day? ^-^

2007-04-23T01:14:00.000+08:00

hmmm...
i got alot of things to say!

veri unhappy with one of my senior ar...
she veri the wat wat wat la...
say until she so wei da then we lyk so useless...
halo! excuse me? how old are we le ar?
wanna to ask her to use her brain and think ar...
dun everything u do by urself then say we nv help!
we will sure help BUT u nv ask us at all!
so dun blame us for not being serious at all we our work...
if we are not serious at all!
we wont be staying in sch till going to 10,
to do those poster, photo and the SE thing...
u damn lousy la...
9 weeks u come up with those 6 plain wordy small poster!
then we 1 evening came up with 3 things...
our results has proven tt u r useless =X

i know i say until veri harsh...
but then ar...
if i didnt say out in here...
i dunno when will i burst all these things to her?
she will be more siao when i tell her all these things ba...
wahahaha
imaging her killing herself for this!
*evil laughter*

wish she can faster go away...
like what i put in my nick...
i dun wanna to see u at all la...
make me sian...
wanna to puke oso...

envy my cousin...
she's going into another relationship soon ba...
hope it will work out well ^-^
when will that happen to me oso?
i wanna to haf a guy tt i lyk
then he oso lyk me...
so tt is not so difficult for me...
hahaha
*dreaming too much le*

2007-04-19T14:45:00.000+08:00

some fotos for how my last few days of holiday goes by... *.*

presenting to u guys my ah siao friend, koh xiang ting! went to bangkok with her for 5days5nights... glad tt she is around with me to do those shopping and stupid faces! lalala~
then me myself n i doing those stupid poses... =D
FRESHMEN ORIENTATION CAMP! all the leaders...
alice and i taking TEAM ONE! hahahaha... had lots of fun playing wif all them! thanks alot everyone!

2007-04-18T22:48:00.000+08:00

long long time since i last update...

tis time i did changes to my skin =D
yeah! i love it ^-^
although is plain...

went to bangkok from 6 to 11 of april~
a veri long trip...
had alot of fun time shopping and eating!!! wahahaha
but i am sorry to those guys that i nv buy anything back for them!
realli sorrie...

then from 12 to 13 april was the freshman orientation camp...
enjoy knowing more ppl,
playing the game,
doing the mascot,
dancing,
shouting the cheers......
our effort was paid off when we get to know tt we won the overall for everything!
CIE!!!

sch had started...
but i still really cannot get used to it.
and everything is a question mark to me?
i dunno how to cope with frenx,
how to cope with my studies?

n someone told me i got attitude problem
then i realise...
i am having real bad mood swing

hope that everything will be over soon...
i can get well with everyone in my class,
i can cope with my studies.
dun slack in class any more!
n pay more attention in class!!! *-*

2007-04-05T01:24:00.000+08:00

i am tired...

i am sleepy...

i am disappointed...

i am sad...

but i am feeling better now...

thx...

2007-03-27T02:14:00.000+08:00

you, a thief in many ways, had robbed off my concentration...

yeah...
my mind is always be dreaming/wondering/thinking
non-stop working~
even when i am sleeping...

when will be the day when i can stop thinking abt u?
i dunno...

when can i tell u tt the person is actually u?
i dunno... =)

wat do i know?
TIME = MY ANSWER =D

2007-03-23T23:41:00.000+08:00

hehehehe.... =D

long time since i last update my blog...
quite some time ago blogger was having problems rite?
i was quite piss when i write finish everything then cannot post up!!!
tis time shld be ok le ba =)

went out wif xiang ting and kok wei to amk...
play pool, i am realli sux at it -.-
cannot aim properly, shld be lyk wat kxt sae
i fail my maths for the angle part. maybe??
LOL lose in every round i played.
think kok n kxt oso sian when playing wif me
cos i will keep asking them which ball to aim at *.*

why AMK hub dun haf U2 one??
i wanna to buy the short lianz had shown me...
lyk it quite much...
lyk to go try n see whether it suits me... hehehe
saw Rohidah, Siti, Joyce, ShiPei n Monica at amk hub...
i was SHOCKED!!!
cos nv expect will get to see them...
n i wear until veri *haiz*

ytd went shop shop wif lianz around orchard n bugis
i bought a skirt! yeah! ^-^
finally ar...
cos i had been wearing the light blue skirt for so long...
so happy...

but now i am confused
dunno shld go thailand wif kxt n family
or shld i go for the orientation camp?

i wanna to go shopping
but if i go for the orientation camp,
i will get to know more ppl n i dun need to spend $$$
n will get up to 5 CE pts leh...

so frustrating!!!

2007-03-10T02:01:00.000+08:00

haiz... i am over sensitive again...
had been thinking alot since long time ago le...
now still got some things added to my mind!
think think think...
tt's wat i can onli do ba =)
hahahaha

today last cello lesson!
dunno i should be happy or sad ar?
cos happy is that i dun need feel so stress for a while...
but no cello lesson means yvonne will not practice on her own!
hmmm...
realli mus think of ideas to get myself practice...
think again... *shake head le la*
i can go mad today ba...
cos lesson for me is lyk 3 hrs long...
hand still feeling pain now...
last lesson oso so memorable for me ar...
hahahaha =D
no ensemble = happy or sad?
i dunno...

tml going to work le!
hope wont be tt bad...
i will not drop any bowls & plates...
everything will be fine... ^-^

am i realli over sensitive??

2007-03-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

my cousin jus gave birth to a girl girl! n today i went to visit her cos i was too free ar... but partly is oso i realli wan to see a new born baby... hehehe...

isnt she cute??

look at her hand! is so tiny...

i got to carry her awhile... hahahaha... quite worry cos today is onli her second day out in tis world... if i drop her or wat... but i nv la! i am so pro... ^-^

my mood become better for today... cos get to sae a new life born in tis world... i wish i had one oso... hahahah.... hope tml will be a better day... n i can get the job... *prays*

2007-03-01T03:01:00.000+08:00

i feel tt i am so STUPID!!!
i am always lyk tt one...
haiz...
wat is the use of staying up till so late?
worrying for wat...

i

am

a

stupid,

idiot,

fool.

2007-02-28T02:17:00.000+08:00

好的事情很像来得很快可是也去的快。
我应该怎么办才能把那时间停止？
所以我可很快乐的笑起来。。。
我知道我很贪心。。。
不过我就是无法阻止自己
不再去想这一切！
我太傻了。。。

went to watch "Seducing Mr Perfect" today
i enjoy the movie alot
cos is damn funny at first part but is touching in the end...
got feel lyk crying abit
when the couple got some misunderstanding...
which my life was lyk tt...
i got a prince charming who will be daniel! haha
crazy over him le ba...

going to klunch with ida and xuan ltr...
cannot sae tml...
cos now is already the day... =D
hope we will haf lots of fun...
and ENJOY!!!
i wan to LOL the whole day!
i wan to be HAPPY!
and stop thinking...
but will tt realli happen...
who knows?? =)

2007-02-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

hmmm....

i got the feeling so feel lyk writing down wat happen today...
got lots of things i wanna to sae out but something is a big NONO!!!
cos dere will always be some differences after my words are sae out from my mouth,
i dun wish to see that happen...
has happen too many times already...
but if until a point of time i realli cannot tahan,
i think i will jus sae out and dun care abt 3 7 21... hahahaha

abt today afternoon...

PART 1...

i got into the room in a veri happi mood =D
didnt realli know what is going on for the day...
so i basically jus Laugh Out Loud during the session!!!
i enjoy the first part and i feel that i am myself...
didnt had to act the laughing out...
maybe was too over board by laughing too much...

Part 2...

got castigate...
cannot talk too much abt it...
maybe will led to a big conflict?
hope not...
cos i DONT wan tt to happen...
i still lyk cello alot...
n most importantly...
i lyk working with everyone tt's around today...
u guys are BEST ar!
enjoy talking to them today...
hahahaha... =D

我有很多话想要对你说。。。
不过我不知道要怎么说。。。
我只可以乱乱想了就说。。。
哈哈。。。^-^
我真没脑啊！！！

2007-02-23T00:53:00.000+08:00

dunno why...
i suddenly hate myself alot...
dun feel lyk going to cello tml, cos i wanna to go kbox n sing!
went through friendster, i keep getting the feeling tt everyone dun lyk me at all...
i hate myself alot!!!
dun lyk the way, character, look, attitude, smile, brain, etc...
do i need to change in some ways?
or is dere a BIG problem wif my brian?
haiz...
i am always thinking so much...
really ALOT...
i am tired...

2007-02-07T00:14:00.000+08:00

was crawling to school today... feeling so tired cos i slept at around 2.30 am!!! n i am still energetic at that time... why? i went to had a nap at around 4 or 4 plus like that in the end i happily slept till 6.30pm like that... should not have take that NAP!

reached school, surprise *.* to see another faci. my first thought was laura also don't want us already, that's why will change faci... found out that is actually laura's grandma pass away... reminds me of my ah gong... haiz... laura still got bake a chocolate cake for us even she is not here... the cake is nice BUT is fattening also! so cannot eat alot... i ate one small slice only... ^-^

the relief faci still not bad ar... we started our 3rd meeting at 1pm and ended at 2pm! =D i was suppose to be happy but i was not! cos i volunteer to help out to move the instruments from the music store to the TRCC... i said that i want to go le ar... so cannot suddenly back out ma... haiz... -.- then in the end i waited in my class till around 4 plus then i met yue hui, hui shan and michelle...

was fun at first to move the cellos first to TRCC's 3rd floor but was tiring also... hehee... at one point say something wrong and make one of our senior very angry... didnt know we are so accurate at saying the wrong... after that everything change lor... cos the mood does not seem the same as starting any more... next time must learn psychology! then i can read other people mind then i will not say the wrong thing again... hahaha... =)

took some pictures wanted to remember today cos i had fun! i am happy =D

a bit like formal photo ar...

unprepared at all... syafiq ar! suddenly took tis pic... i was preparing to go towards ben =.=

i cannot help but bursted into laughter! LOL cos i wanted to be like kissing ben... the timer of the camera too long! i cannot tahan so lol...
.

finally i was lyk beside ben trying to kiss him lyk tt! hahaha... veri funny to me ar... but should be lame to u guys... ^-^

went out with my dear cousin Ida... thx for the present girl! muacks... *.*

going to sleep le! nitex... tml still got UT sianz ar!!!

2007-01-26T17:20:00.000+08:00

i am really feeling very stressed!!! *.*
dunno why i always jus feel stress when i am going to cello practice...
i will got the feeling that i will wan to go to the toilet...
maybe is cos i didnt practice at home
=.= but is not i dun wan to practice, i jus felt that even i practice
i will not know when i am making mistakes!
or even how to amend those mistakes i had made...
feeling more stress now! *scream*

today's lesson was BORING!
although we jus need to come up with theory but the process of coming up with those few theories are not easy.
dun care dun bother again.
cos my team got Ben, he can explain everything ^-^
hahaha....

we played UNO and Heart Attack in during both breakout!!!
it seem liked we are going back to primary school days... =D
is not gd to game first when playing UNO cos there were quite a no. of us playing...
i got to wait for the others to played finished be4 starting a new game.
and they really played veri long.
and i learnt to sae UNO and UNO GAME veri clearly and fast!
if not will catch by them and they are realli veri attentive when anyone is going to game... hahaha...

Heart Attack was the best cos we had 8-10 ppl playing tgt.
and it was realli difficult to game.
we played on the table for a few rounds then we shift to the floor to played.
is easier to played on the table then floor.
and is realli funny when someone got all 4 cards.
everybody is so afraid to get beat... lol

sianz... my bdae is realli coming!
4 more days onli!!!
but on that day, i still had got meeting in sch when i plan not to come sch!!!
*scream again*
why must it be on my bdae...
why did they wan on tt day...
i think they all jus forget that, that day is my bdae...
although bdae is nth to some ppl (eg, my mum), is a big day to me!
cos is the day i am born...
without that day to celebrate, what for am i living so hard in here?
haiz...

feeling down again...
somebody can save me???
saw u today... =)

2007-01-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

today is a rainy day and it has been dropping water droplets for the whole day!
luckily i got my dad to give me a ride to sch tis morning...
if not i dunno how i am going to get to the sch and there was a test lor!
almost everyone was late then due internet problem the test was delay to 9am... =.=

lessons in these days are getting more boring, i think i can fall asleep in class very soon... not much games left for me to entertain myself! @.@
i need to control my temper! nowadays keep getting angry very easily and i keep saying i wan to wack and slap others.
haiz... cannot be so violent ar...
if not, lyk my kor sae nobody will wants me... +.+
maybe i will really stay single till dunno when ba...

Some randomly choose fotos!

this is my team members (YuanFa MeiZi WanQin ME ShuRin Syafiq) for today. my smile is so fake and i look lyk i am going to wack someone up... =P

I HAVE FOUND MY TWIN SISTER... lol... me n goldie were wearing the same colour of tee-shirt (both are class tee) and pants.

for the past few days, tis was my past time... going to the toilet and do my business and take PHOTOS!!! hahahaha...

story telling time...
a girl get to know the boy but they were not close at all.
the girl's impression of the boy was bad...
by chance, they get to work tgt...
the girl had a great time working wif the boy n had lots of fun wif tt boy
after tt time, the boy started to talk to the girl alot...
when the girl was feeling down, the boy was dere to cheer her up...
however one day the girl feels that it was weird for the boy to keep talking to her so much...
being of not used to it. the girl got told the boy something that she regret when she said out...
the boy started to avoid the girl, the girl started to got worried.
things didnt change until some part of the time...
the boy started to talk to the girl but not as much as it was in the past.
girl wanted to do something alot but nobody was there to accompany.
boy offer tt he can accompany the girl but the girl hesitated...
she was unsure of somethings and wishes to make things clear
but she also scare that after making things clear there might be changes again...
what should she do?

2007-01-06T00:48:00.000+08:00

SHURIN unlock my password for tis blog... argh!!!
shock to know that she knows the ans... =.=
today's problem was realli sianz ar!
i was playing game throughout the whole day?
veri bad ar...
cos didnt help to do the ppt and not listening to anithing...
sure die when UT comes but nvm!
BECAUSE i am the clever Yvonne... wahahahaha
sure can pass one...
is either a C or D grade only wat... lol

ytd watch ghost game in sch during the 2nd breakout
then watch saw 3 at home wif kor...
i think i abt ki siao cos one day watch 2 horror movies
n can be seen that i am free till can watch both of it
not scary at all for ghost game
saw3 was what i wanted to watch alot since it was been air in cinema
but is R21!
cant watch, luckily got asmin to lend the DVD... =D
saw3 is really very gross
scenes of victims getting killed are still inside my head... *.*
scary man... the jigsaw is not a bad guy la
he jus wan to let ppl to cherish their life
so i think everyone shld treasure their life! ^-^

final achievement! after so long nv been touching the cello...
i today finally know how to play QINGTIAN!
wow... shiok ar! >_<

2007-01-04T01:30:00.000+08:00

Yeah! is a new year already...
time has seem to fly by so fast... >.<
i am going 18 soon le...
but i cannot celebrate my bdae this year.
so i hope that dere will jus be lots of wishes from everyone!!!
will that really happen?
dont care and dont wish to think too much ^-^

kor kor jus came back from taiwan...
realli feel touched cause he bought presents back for me =D
but i usually wont but anything for him... lol
he bought quite a lot of snacks back
and they look delicious *scream*
got him to tell me about his trip...
envy that he get to see fireworks on new yr eve...
cos i didnt get to go out -.-
haiz...
but nvm
cos i get to see JJ on the television...
hahaha...

having lesson and i still haven go slp
tml can fall asleep in class le...
but tml is math...
memories of math is.....
=)

tml will be a better day!
oh yar...
jus found out from kor kor
that there will be NANA 2 movie
but one of the nana is changed to another actress
the ren oso changed =.=
sianz
and the comments on the movie is not good...
wish it wont be realli so disappointing! =D

2006-12-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

I got a lot of things to say to remember!

8-11 Dec...
went to Cameron Highland and KL with Daphne and AQX and his family members. on that night me and dap went to qixiang's house to stay. then before that at yishun when i meet dap, saw alvin with a bunch of friends outside a clinic. then next day morning, took a very long ride all the way to Cameron Highland. can sit till my backside on 'fire' ar! hahaha... is around evening time when we reach Cameron Highland, the temperature is very cooling! I like the temperature a lot because it is not too cold or hot =D Cameron Highland is well known for its rich plantation ba... the corn, strawberries and tea are the foods that i feel that they are the nicest one! we went to a catus plantaion, took lots of pictures at there! then we still got go to a tea plantation, the tea and view over there is really good! that's the end of my trip at Cameron Highland. we head down to KL.

wish that i can stay in KL a few days more because Malaysia now having end of year sales! *screams* i want to stay at there to shop and shop! the Times Square shopping centre is so BIG! the mall itself had 14 storey for us to shop if i didn't remember wrongly! 14 leh... i only bought a pair of slippers back... =.= so wasted lor. i saw levis jeans that i like but i dont have enough cash to buy... is sad that i didn't buy lots of clothing or shoes but the hotel that i stayed was OMG!!! the hotel is directly above the shopping mall. the night view from my room i think actually is not bad. although there is a prison right in front of us, i dont feel that it looks like a prison. at night we got nothing to do, so we went to the lounge to listen to music that we dont understand... hahaha... i drank screwdriver but it more of like just orange juice. *.*

11-13 of Dec...
it was string ensemble music camp 3 days without any overnight stay +_+ faci said rp to dangerous cos still got those construction workers around. I didn't go on the first night as I am still at Malaysia; miss out quite a lot of things on the first day. Luckily Tuesday I did go and had lots of fun with them during the amazing race. I was in charge of the scary box station and spider web station was made by me and Shirley leh! ^-^ the Christmas party was also another moment tt is memorable. Spend quite some time decorating the classroom and there was a Christmas tree in the middle of the classroom! So cute and so cozy in the room *.* hahaha... and I had lots of fun disturbing Meng Yew quite the whole day… =D but the third day of the camp was not a good day for me. I only had 15 minutes of sleep and the next day I got 2 hour lesson with ms lam. I am lucky to have the whole 2 hours of practice but I was not in the mood to concentrate. But I am still able to get through the practice! (Without using my brain...)

12-17 of Dec...
ah gong got into the hospital on the 12 of December (Tuesday) in the afternoon. At night papa got a called from da po saying that ah gong's condition got worst. Papa was very agitated after he heard and started to cry, I think this was the first time seeing my father cry... ='( kor kor drove us to the hospital. Almost everyone was there and dropping our tears when we saw ah gong. My ah gong had lots of tubes around him and he was unconscious but his eyes were still opened. My heart is really pain and tears keep falling down... that night me, kor kor and xiao su stayed back at the hospital. tt's how I got my 15 minutes of sleep and got a red bull to keep me awake the next day! -.-

next morning got kor to drive me home to change and wash up to get to school for the lesson. But I regretted of going for lesson because when I was on my way home after the lesson. Kor called me to tell me that ah gong has passed away. Shocked but I didn't cry. I also don't know why I didn't cry. If I didn't go off, I still can see ah gong a few times more! Haiz... big blow for the whole family, my ah gong passed away at 1250 on 13 December 2006.

Then the wake/funeral was held at the void deck of ah ma's house. It was a five day thingy so everyone was busy till Sunday. Saw oodles of relative that we had not been seeing each other for a very long time. lots of argument about how this and that should go about as we were very unprepared. I felt that the whole family got a closer bonding during this funeral... ^-^ on the last day which was on Sunday where ah gong is going to get cremated... everyone cry and it was our last look at ah gong. =( it was drizzling on that day when we were sending ah gong to bright hill. I am just sad. On that day a Malay wedding was going to be held at another block away from us. it was really very weird… =.=

2006-12-13T00:51:00.000+08:00

hmmm...

i keep thinking what skin should i use for this blog, at first i was thinking of finding a skin with rainbow colours and the colour is bright.

however, things always changes so fast that i am not able to catch up with it. feeling down again tt's why i will use this dull colour... haiz...